After the Apology

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 I caught you once, your words to her,

Like knives behind my back.

You begged, you cried, you swore to me

That you’d get us on track.


I stayed. I gave another chance.

Believed in healing slow.

But even love can’t stitch a wound

That still remembers blow.


It’s been a year, but I still feel

The weight of what you hid.

I smile, but shadows pull me back

To everything you did.


I stalk her page like she holds truth,

Though I know it’s not fair.

But I can’t help but wonder if

You wish that she was there.


You say you’ve changed. I try to trust.

But trust won’t just obey.

A second chance can’t fix the first

If pain still leads the way.

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